I don’t know when it started but it just seems like it’s never ending. I just remember feeling like nothing was special to me and asking myself why it was like this. Special occasions didn’t feel “special” anymore and even my birthday felt like just another ordinary day. Now I go to school everyday and feel like there is a constant bland filter on everything – nothing feels colourful anymore.
Everyone I speak to and interact with feels fake and unhappy, and when I try and speak their fake language I get rejected and thought of as different. Why aren’t people just more honest with each other?
I believe that we need to build closer bonds and feel comfortable to share our true feelings with others without being seen as too “out there,” and rather than being fake become genuine, and happy!